*Realm of Asgard*

°Loki°

*something inside him awakens, something he never felt before, it's a warm feeling that spreads from his stomach ti his chest and makes his head feel light, he feels like he can do anything, conquer the nine worlds and rule them all only when Thor is there kissing him*

//What is this?? What am I doing? Oh by Frigga's crown I can't do this, I can't kiss Thor. Even if he wasn't my brother, which he isn't, he is till a man! Oh the nine may save me from this chaos//

*but the nine don't take him and he let himself sink deeper into the kiss, lips closed against Thor's, cold against warmth; as air becomes short he has to pull away and a soft, dreaming sigh escapes his lips; he sits back amd wraps the cape around him, still he can't wrap his mind around what just happened and he feels very, very naked all of a sudden*

I..I...I meed my clothes.

*he jumps up, red to his ears and runs to the stream to where his clothes are and sticks his head first into the cold water, gasping as he pulls it out again, hair dripping we*

What did I do? Oh just what did I do?

*he groans and dresses in his clothes, slowly creeping back to Thor, scared the other might scold him, hit him, hurt him in any way*

T..thor?

°Thor°
*a warm and tingling feeling rushing through his body*
*it feels so good he never wants to stop kissing Loki*
*it's like forgetting all around him all his troubles and burdens*
//I can't do this.. we can't do this.. this is wrong.. so incredibly wrong! But I can't
 stop.. I... I don't want to stop..//
*keeps his lips melted against yours until they pull away gasping for air*
*breathes softlly against your lips*
*face flushed*
*just nods silently as an answer*
*is so confused about himself*
What did I do..?
*asks himself the same question*
*ruffles his hair like a crazy*
*jumps a bit as Loki calls him*
*his heart beating the hell out of him*
Y-yes?
*slowly looking up to him*

°Loki°

*as he sees Thor his heartbeat quickens and he can't help to realize how beautiful his blond hair shines in the soft light of the day and his pretty blue eyes slowly meet his own*

//Why do I feel like this all of a sudden? It was wrong! A mistake! But why did it feel right...?//

*he gulps and slowly steps to Thor, letting the cape drop in the god's lap and then his fingers are in Thor's golden hair, brushing through it, fixing it and then braiding them in Asgardian fashion; it calms him he has an excuse to touch those soft curls, he doesn't want to speak, ruin everything or start anything with his silver tongue but in the end he takes a deep breath and speaks silently*

I...I'm sorry Thor. I have no idea what that was. I...

*he trails off, not knowing what to say, all anger he ever felt gone so he can't even flee into sharp words*

°Thor°
*stays silent and just looks at Loki calmly*
*doesn't know what to do or say*
*takes the cape gently in his hands*
//It's still warm..//
*brushes his fingers over the fabric*
*his heart beating faster and faster as Loki places himself beside him without a word and starts to brush his fingers through his hair and braids it*
*can't help but closes his eyes at the gentle soft touch*
*loving it how Loki touches his hair*
//I remember... he use to braid my hair often when we were young... I really liked that... I almost forgot how it feels like when he touches my hair like this... But somehow.. I have the feeling it feels warmer now than back then..//

*looks up at Loki again*
There is no need to apologize.. I should be the one who have to say sorry...
I- I don't know either.. but-
*looking down*
Call me weird... and.. crazy.. but-
*fumbles with the cape in his lap*
I....
*suddenly becomes so quiet the he can barely hear his own words himself*
I liked it...
*blushes*

°Loki°

*Loki keeps his fingers busy with Thor´s hair, braiding thin strands here and there just to touch that golden hair, just to have a connection to that man beside him, his friend, the one who was always at his side*

//You are so dumb Thor, so, so dumb. What did we do? How did this happen? I don´t know...how should I even know.//

*as Thor looks up at his again, his green eyes don´t look away but keep Thor´s gaze hold by his own; Thor speaks and Loki listens silently, face still unmoved and black, yet a smile is bubbling up and he can´t hold it back for much longer; he sees how nervous Thor is, feeling the other´s feelings mirrored in his own and then those words he speaks, speak from his soul and it frightens him, yet sends an exciting thrill through his body, his hair standing up as if he got hit by a lightning*

Thor..

*he gulps and sits behind Thor, gently pushing the giant to lay down, the blond head resting in his lap and he cups Thor´s cheeks, brushing his thumbs over the short yet soft beard, his head leans over Thor´s and his raven hair blocks out the light, his eyes shining*

You are suck an oaf, you know that? Such a terrible, terrible annoying giant, I swear. But...you are my dearest friend, my brother in heart...I will not talk back to you in this matter...

*and then that small smile is breaking free, making his features soften even more*

°Thor°
*lays down onto Lokis lap and looks up at him*
*lays his hand onto Lokis on his cheek*
*smiles up at him brightly*
I know...
I feel honored..
*raises his hand and runs his fingers through Lokis wet raven hair*
*stares at Loki as he smiles at him so true, so bright*
*his heart skipping a beat*
// I think... I just.... fell in love...//
*his cheeks heating up*

°Loki°

*he can feel Thor´s big, warm hands on his own, covering them completely and as Thor smiles so brightly, so pure he can´t help but return that smile from the bottom of his heart*

//I think I a high on magic again. Did I drain my magic out again? Probably. Or I am knocked out in my cell in Asgard, dreaming all this. Oh gosh my damn heart should just calm the shit down again.//

*Loki shifts a bit and squeezes his thighs around Thor´s torso, and then bites the other´s nose, just slightly*

Stop staring at me like that. You are being all...all...sweet. Like someone put you in a barrel with honey and then crumbled Fairies over you.

*his words are less sharp than he indented to but it is probably better that way and he doesn't´t add anything more to maybe anger the Thunderer, who is by now stronger than him again*

°Thor°
*blinks as Loki bites him*
*laughs hearty at Lokis comment*
Aren't I always the nicer one of us two?
*chuckles*
*he can't help but watch Loki still*
*his eyes wandering from his eyes to his delicious lips*
*and he suddenly feel the need to kiss them again*
//No I can't do this he will yell at me and all the good mood will be gone... but.. I kinda had the feeling Loki liked it as much as I did.. Geeze Thor no what are you thinking I'm just a friend, a brother to him! But then again....
Should I try?
NO! I can't do this! It's ruin everything!
....
Just one little kiss..?
NO! WTF Thor!!//
*fights with himself from the inside*
*but as he looks Loki in the eyes again in this bright shining green pools, he lost himseld in them ans his body gave the answer instead*
*caressing Lokis wet locks gently he put his hand behind his head and pulls him down*
*leaning up a bit their lips meet again*

°Loki°

Mh you truly are the nicer one, but I am more charming than you are Thor.

*the hearty laugher of Thor makes his icy heart melt more and his eyes gaze down into Thor´s blue ones, his fingers softly caressing the other´s cheeks*

//I wonder if he is still hurt...but mother once said, laughing and love is the best medicine so he should be better soon right? After all he is laughing...but love? Do I love him? And as who do I love him...?//

*his thoughts get distracted as he feels the sudden strange mood of Thor and he can see that blue eyes fixed on his lips, a slight smirk appearing on his face*

//Oh he wouldn´t dare again...would he? Yes please dare kiss me Thor.//

*he feels Thor´s fingers in his drying hair and his body curls over the other god´s head, meeting Thor´s lips and they truly kiss, Thor´s hand holding him in place to he can´t pull away and his own hands still on the other´s cheeks; his nose is touching Thor´s chin and his breath must tickle his neck like Thor´s breath tickles his own skin but he doesn´t know, doesn´t care and his eyes flutter close*

//I feel alive with him.//

°Thor°
I agree...
*smiles*
--
*feels Lokis breath tickling his neck, loving the feeling*
*the corners of his lips twitching up as Loki doesn't struggle and even closes his eyes*
*closes his eyes too and moves his lips gently against his*
*plays softly with his black locks*
//I feel so happy.. This warm feeling.. I want to stop the time.//

°Loki°

*he can feel Thor move his lips on his and playing with his hair while the taller's head still rests in his lap*

//I've never been touched like this before, kissed like this before. It's as if he truly cares, truly understands. My gentle giant...//

*he unconciously deepens the kiss and a soft sigh from the back of his throat escapes his lips hotly against Thor's; he knows this should be wrong but wasn't he blamed for always doing wrong anyway? While he kisses Thor he slowly remembered who he was, oh it was easy to just forget but he had to remember that he was not some tame lamb, and while Thor still kisses him sweetly, Loki bites his bottom lip, pulling and tugging on it slightly and still a bit playfully*

°Thor°
*breaths against your lips hotly*
*let's out a soft groan/hum as you bite his lip, but that doesn't stop his kissing, more the contrary*
*he leans up more and kisses Loki more passionate, sucking on is bottom lip*
*his position is quite uncomfortable and he starts to feel a tugging on his back again, but ignores it, he doesn't care*
*all he wants now is Loki, all that makes him feel good is Loki, his mind is full of this beautiful man*
//I'm so going to get banned for this again, if someone finds out! But somehow.... I don't even care.. My only fear is to get separated from Loki...//

°Loki°

*when he realizes that his bite only turns Thor on more he plays along, enjoying every second, his mind dizzy again but in a gokd way, so he doesn't have to think about what he is actually doing there*
Thor..
*he releases a soft mewl as the other sucks on his bottom lip, all of this so mew to him, so exciting but slowly he can feel Thor getting stiff*

//he must be unfomfortable like this, and it's not good for his back either..//

*with a deep sigh he pulls away and slides next to Thor, taking the man into his arms and pulls him against him so Thor's head rests against his chest and his heart beating fast*

You know nobody should find out about this..

*he lays there, tangled up with Thor and all he cares about is the present and that Thor is not dead, not killed by him or anyone else, he gently rests his hands on Thor's back and shares his healing magic with him again*

°Thor°
Loki..
*breathes against his lips*
*opens his eyes as Loki pulls away*
*sighs allmost disappointed*
*snuggles into Lokis arms*
*lies his head onto Lokis chest, closes his eyes and listens to his heartbeat*
*wraps his arms around his waist*
*shakes his head slowly*
No..
//I feel good... save... I hope I can stay like this a bit longer...
... If Loki also have feelings towards me? I can't tell.. He's so inscrutable..
But.. he at least cares.. I can feel it and.. he doesn't hate me.. not anymore.. I guess... I.. hope...
Loki makes me so insecure... I never know what's on his mind...//

°Loki°

*Loki chuckles softly as Thor sighs dissapointed yet hugs his waist, he keeps one hand on Thor's back and his other hand brushing against Thor's cheek and over his hair*

I think I can keep another secret...

*he doesn't even think about using this against Thor and just enjoying to be hold so secure and kept so warm*

You should rest again. I made you do a lot today. Just tell me if you need anything.

*he presses his lips on Thor's forehead and smiles softly*

//Why am I being so soft, so sweet? Damn it Loki are you giving in so easily? Pull yourself together and don't think about making out with Thor so much. And make him wear his damn shirt again!//

Thor..? Would you mind wearing my robe? It will keep you arm.

//And make me stop thinking about touching your chest.//

°Thor°
*sighs in content and enjoys your touch*
Probably your darkest one..
*laughs softly*

*chuckles*
What are you talking about? I didn't do anything the whole day.. well except for the kissing..
*blushes lightly*

You should be the one who have to rest..
*looks down at you worried*

*blinks*
*rubs his arm a bit his skin indeed feels cold because of the lack of clothes*
Well... if it fits...
*slowly gets up and takes Lokis robe*
*slowly tries it on and it sits really tight on his muscular body you can see every shape of his muscles under it*
*raises his eyebrows worried-

°Loki°

I have way darker secrets than this my dear Thor

*he chuckles silently and rolls on his back, blushing faintly as Thor mentions the kissing, his lips still tingle from the memories of Thor´s lips on them*

I am perfectly fine ok. Stop worrying~

*even though he says that, he totally loves how Thor worries about him and is so sweet to him, he watches the other get up to put on his robe and his blush deepens as he can see every muscle outlined under the fabric, the sight making his stomach tickle with millions of butterflies but he ignores it and put up a stern expression*

You will ruin it like this...but it was old anyway. It needed to get washed so I guess this will do till we are back in Asgard but then you throw it away. Oh and it doesn´t suit you.



*he smirks at Thor and sits up, taking an apple and eating it, only feeling now how hungry he is and he eats some nuts too*

How do you feel?

°Thor°
I'm not sure if I want to know them..
*chuckles*

I'm sorry..
*frowns*
May be I should just make a poncho out of my cape..
*chuckles*'
I knew you'd say that.

*takes something to eat too*
Hm.. well I feel quite good.
My body just feels a bit limb..
How about you?
*looks at you*

°Loki°

You definitely do not want to know believe me. I know a lot of gossip though and some very well kept secrets around Asgard´s palace and city...even though I am not supposed to know them but you know, being able to get invisible is very useful.

*he scrunches up his nose and shakes his head, raven hair flying around*

No, no please keep it on. But don´t complain if it stinks.

*he shrugs and keeps eating, watching Thor with calm green eyes but as the other speaks about his limb body he suddenly chokes on his apple and starts to couch heavily*

//Oh shit my mind! My poor, poor mind! No, no, no don´t think about his penis, don´t dare think about his- ok too late.//

*he exhales a desperate groan and hides his face, trying to calm down his couching while the images in his mind run wild and starts to wonder how his brother´s body looks now that he is full grown; he has not seen Thor naked since they were kids and he actually really shouldn't´t care but something inside him is just too eager and curious to find out*

°Thor°
*chuckles*
That's so typical of you.

It doesn't..
*smiles*
//It smells wonderful like you...//
*runs his fingers over the fabric with a smile*

*startles as Loki suddenly choke on the apple*
By the nine what happend???
*crawls to you and gently hits your back*
*can't help but laugh a bit*
What are you doing? Be carefull..
*leans closer with a worried look*
*touches your cheek with his hand*
Are you alright?
*hovers over you and doesn't even notice how close he is rn to busy worrying*

°Loki°

I find it really entertaining and it´s never bad to know what happens around you.

*he smiles softly and raises a brow as Thor runs his fingers over his robe but Loki doesn´t say anything*

*he couches more but Thor´s patting hand is helping a bit and he finally calms down only to glare at the other angrily as he laughs and as Thor leans closer he gets startled and gets a hiccup on top of his embarrassment*

//Oh may the nine have mercy with me.//

Thor you-hick-oaf!! You are t..too close-hick-. I´m f-hick-ine.

*he whines miserably and turns away to hide his flushed face, his cheeks read partly with anger and with embarrassment over his own dark desires; he wants to get touched and hold so badly but yet scared to ruin everything; all the time he had tried to keep his distance after Thor was announced to be king because he didn´t want to be tossed away and now the fears are back, only the lingering softness of Thor´s touch let Loki stay calm*

°Thor°
That's kinda true.. 
*chuckles*
*blinks*
Oh.. sorry..
*leans back his hand sliding from your back to your thigh*
A- are you mad at me?
*look at him worried*
*his hand still resting on your thigh*

°Loki°

*Loki rests his face in his palms and rubs it, a soft hiccup echoes from him from time to time but despite that he went completely silent, all his attention fixed on Thor´s hand on his thigh; his whole body freezes and stiffens Loki tries to calm his breath*

//Shit, shit, shit! By Odin don´t give me away, stay calm Loki, stay calm!//

*he uses all his self-control to pull himself together, ease his breathing and slowly turn to Thor with a soft, warm smile, he wanted to brush Thor´s hand off his thigh but he couldn´t resist the hunger of being touched there and nearly everywhere by that man and that scared him*

//What is happening with me?//

I am alright Thor. I told you to stop worrying about me, it´s getting annoying.

//But by Hel I love it!//

Oh look my hiccup is gone. The thought about your bad kissing skills probably have scared me enough.

*he was back to teasing Thor on his highest level, if he already suffered, Thor should too*

°Thor°
*notices how he stiffens but doesn't understand why*
*watches him carefully*
I can't help it.. 
*looks down a bit*

*scoffs*
Oh is that so?
*comes closer to you again*
You seemed to enjoy it pretty much.
*smirks*
*gives your thigh teasingly squeeze*

°Loki°

*he sees Thor come closer and leans away with a warning look, challenging Thor to whatever this will lead to*

Maybe I was enjoying that you couldn´t talk.

//Gosh no his voice is heaven... What the fuck Loki get your shit together!//

*yelps as Thor squeezes his thigh and rests his own hand over Thor´s, yet not knowing what to do now, he doesn´t know what he wants nor what he really should feel; he bites his lip nervously and his eyes flicker from Thor´s lips to his eyes and back again*